It s my birthday Soooo not feelin it This year has not been off to a good...
Bless you hard when the the rubbish days happen on birthdays. I had to go to one of my life long friends funerals on my birthday. I still visit his grave on my birthday. It's part of getting older I'm afraid reality is more visible. Gone are the days when nothing matters Because it's your birthday. Do what I did. The next year I went to Paris. Thought screw this, then in Paris it didn't even matter that it was my birthday because we was in Paris drunk. Lol. But for now. Write your self a iou for a birthday and a night out. Have a hot bath and get some rest.
I'm so sorry you are going thru all of that!!!